I’ve always thought that if you put too much stock in something it won’t happen. If you get your expectations up, then whatever it is that you want won’t happen. I have the chance to interview with a National organization that does the best and highest quality work. I talk to them on Monday. It’s all I can think about. I want this job for so many reasons. It’s on the East coast. It’s closer to everyone that I love. It’s in a city that I’ve considered living in before. It’s doing work that I’d be honored to be a part of. It would be a ticket out of Denver. I want it so bad that everytime I think about it a lump forms in my throat and my eyes get all teary. Jesus God. Just the fact that I got a call for this job feels so crazy to me.
I can’t stop thinking about it…put your good energy out there on Monday, pray if you pray, mediatate if you do that. Just hope that I can convince them that my experience is enough and what I don’t know, I can learn.
